12.10.10
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i’ve melted off several times over. i feel it in my heart, as it contracts from the continuous battle of heat & ice.
my brain forgets its normal function, you know, the ones that neatly say ‘do this’
its like i forgot everything
but i remember everything
so clearly.
rich
breathtaking
i realize life will chose for me what
to remember & cherish,
but also
evaporate
to leave it in the past.
the beauty of living will always be subtle whisper
next
n e x t
n e x t
second
the now
& now
always fresh
almost minty
to spend alone to learn with them to love you
ah, & look a smile
plastered right on my face.
because this is equally a war
to not let it drift
a way
forever.
.stars-the xx.
.nugget-cake.
it’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything
-chuck palahniuk
.spacebound-eminen.
